Soulmates?!

Is this what i had always dreamt about?
A world where i could always shout.
he had given me those dreams,
but now i am left alone and scream.

My happiness is gone with him,
I could see my dreams seeping in.
I wish i could change all the things,
and fly with him on the cloud wings.

For millions of years to come,
How could i ever be so dumb?
The dreams that he gave were never mine,
No wonder they never could shine.

are the bridges forever?
if they were, why werent we together ever?
Life is good even without you now,
but i wonder why sometimes i still drown.

Drowing into the wonderland was fun before,
now i can only see the illusions of oasis burn.
The ashes of my hopes keep falling from the sky,
which restricts my vision from seeing any high.

You are gone and the sun has set,
Orchids are the symbol of undying love,
Then why is autum there and the springs gone?
only the dead petals are left.

Unspoken Love - Dad

it feels sad,
i feel bad.
i am tied,
to the wrong side.

i wonder why,
i cant try,
to converse with him,
for more then seconds five.

haven't spoke to him,
since i left the nest,
far away i flied,
increasing the distance wide.

i tried to get in touch,
but its always been shruged.
speaking to people aside,
i tried to hear his voice.

cant believe after so many years,
he doesnt wish to lend me his ears,
its all cause of the words of ill,
that trusted people fill,
its not a surprise,
that he never tried,
to talk to me now,
the drills have gone to deep to filled how?

i cry thinking on the side,
when other enjoy their pride.
love they got keeps growing,
mine has lost without knowing!