Unspoken Love - Dad

it feels sad,
i feel bad.
i am tied,
to the wrong side.

i wonder why,
i cant try,
to converse with him,
for more then seconds five.

haven't spoke to him,
since i left the nest,
far away i flied,
increasing the distance wide.

i tried to get in touch,
but its always been shruged.
speaking to people aside,
i tried to hear his voice.

cant believe after so many years,
he doesnt wish to lend me his ears,
its all cause of the words of ill,
that trusted people fill,
its not a surprise,
that he never tried,
to talk to me now,
the drills have gone to deep to filled how?

i cry thinking on the side,
when other enjoy their pride.
love they got keeps growing,
mine has lost without knowing!